Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Replace Fear With Love.

Replacing fear with love feels like repairing a broken record. Slowly sifting through the scattered pieces and trying to understand the subtle cuts and edges of each record piece and how each one fell in the first place. Where did this fear come from? How did it evolve? How did I birth this fear within me?

Magic is what will put it back together again, and effort, time, patience and acceptance -- acceptance that the flaws will always remain after repair but that the record will still provide the same function -- to inspire, to serve, to enlighten and bring joy to hearts every where. It will move around the record player as it did many times before but after a good cleaning and breakage, the record will sound clearer and be revered in a new way.

On the other side of fear, is love, renewal and rejuvenation. Chase your fear and listen closely to its unique beat. It is calling you to your destiny. It is calling you home. 

Beyond the Noise

Beyond all external noise, there is a deep and profound silence within me. There is an unwavering and rooted sense of peace and quiet confidence. This is home. No bit of fuzzy noise can take me away from my sacred home of silence. The silence begins as it beats in my heart, my sun. It slowly runs down the flat plains of my upper chest, and then down and over the peaked mountains that are my full breasts. It flows down into the running river that is my long torso, through my loins it then goes, whir pooling into the wild and wise forest. The silence continues on, coursing through my solid tree trunks, and lastly, it settles down into my rooted feet.

May my silence be my beacon, my natural rhythm, my guide.

Get lost in the ocean of silence. Get lost in the silence of your heart.

A Poem About Darkness

Release. Be with. Sit with... the discomfort, the not knowing, the pain. Sit with...the sadness, the hurt, the confusion. Sit with... the self-hate and the self-abuse. Sit with... the darkness.

On the other side of fear, there is love , bliss, hope, revival, renewal and contentment. May the darkness reverberate, tingle, and bubble up to boil through your whole being...may it transform into light.

Step into the discomfort and pain, do not ignore it.

Sit, sit, sit.

Walk through it, walk, walk, walk... dance through it, dance, dance, dance...breathe through it. Breathe, breathe, breathe.

Dare to do the opposite of what you think you should be doing.